No, it's not the stomach flu anymore...I am feeling almost all better today. But I have some serious anxiety and there is nothing to do with it, but write about it!! And anxiety makes me nauseous....which is where the needing to throw-up comes in. So, why all the anxiety??
*New school clothes, erasers, notebooks and pencils etc. All over the stores, the newspaper ads, and now OUR HOUSE!!! First PTA meeting is TONIGHT!! Ellie has been nervous about starting school. The whole idea is making me nervous too!! Stay summer----staaaaaaaay!!!!
*Kids schedules. Too many things to put on the calendar. Still too many unknowns...like who is Logan's flag football coach and when are the practices? Is Ellie REALLY going to ballet two nights a week? People do not understand how I NEED life to be planned in advance. Far in advance. The kids are going to freak when I break it to them that playing with friends will be minimal.
*People keep telling me they heard that there is a full time kindergarten position open at the school. Yes, I know!!! I need to throw up knowing I am passing it up. But it's the right thing to do. Gotta stop second guessing myself.
*I have never liked change. Still don't. Much more change on our horizon right now. I guess that's why I need to throw-up. Or....maybe the stomach flu is not completely gone?
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So sorry Miriam! I hear you about dreading the craziness of fall around the corner. Ugh, I love lazy summer days. I think blogs are a great way to keep up on what people are up to, but never to replace a good phone call when you can tell a friend you wish you had chicken noodle soup and she will run it right over.
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